Tag: snippets

You know, those things that haunt you when you go to bed…

A place that I can seldom shake off my mind…

A road that leads to nowhere…

A moon that only shyly peeks out from the clouds…

A place of farewells…

And tonight’s huge and very pagan moon…

Another year has gone by. I salute you all.


Not Here, Not There, Not Anywhere: Liminal Spaces

You will, I hope, forgive me, as in spite of our being in the midst of Christmas celebration, I will entirely ignore Christmas in  this my blog update. It’s not that I dislike Christmas – much to the contrary, in fact – but I won’t just blog about it because it’s “the season”. Instead, I’ll talk a little about something that’s strangely near my heart: liminal spaces. I really, really like those spaces of transition. They give me a sort of giddiness, especially places like airports, train stations or coach stations. Simply feeling the buzz, getting immersed in the atmosphere of comings and goings, the continuous flux of people – all of these give me, more or less, a feeling of “belonging”. Which is, I’ll admit, most weird, as this seldom happens when I’m at home,  or at uni, or anywhere else. At the same time, this love of mine for liminality might also be one of the many reasons behind my taphophilia. And I’m also attracted to quiet, abandoned places that look almost as if they were caught in an eternal state of limbo. It’s like they’re waiting to be populated, to throb with life, but at the same time they reject anything but dust and silence.

Well, anyway, I’ll take this opportunity to share some more photos of the city and some of those liminal spaces with the world. Please excuse the poor quality, they are all little frankenphotos taken with my mobile camera.

Here, I would have added a fabulous quotation about liminal spaces and cities, but I find myself too tired, for once, to look it up. Maybe some other time.

Some Days Are Like This

[Image by Kaatje Vermeire via Le Divan Fumoir Bohémien]

Just a poem for today.

by Kalyiel

Do the dead ever remember their birthdays, I wonder?
Does the sleep and the darkness surcease for a moment
To reveal a candle stuck anonymously in the pink white brown
Icing of a one two three layered cake on the perfect table
At the mouth of the cave? It must be so, for
Some days seem to revel in their sadness, cheering over
The frozen sun, the late buses and the broken keyrings
lost on the street.

I thought I saw your face for a moment today
In a stranger’s face – was it you, celebrating –

Unrelated Note: (for shameless self-promoting reasons) If you want to read the latest review (on “Grand Guignol Orchestra” vol 1 by Kaori Yuki) I did for Mookychick, you can do it here.

A Mad Factory of Dreams (?)

Being sick and generally morose, all I’ve been doing all day has been daydreaming and blogging. I would honestly have read a crapload of manga, but I wasn’t in the mood to make the effort of looking for something enjoyable enough to lift my spirits. So, that being said, I miss Kaori Yuki-san’s work (I say I miss it because I’ve pretty much read all of her stuff that’s available to the English-speaking public). And since I’ve written only one extremely short piece that’s (subliminally) inspired by her work, I’ve thought I might as well share it here. Its ‘epigraph’ of sorts is:

from the incredibly sad manga ‘Boys Next Door’ (but then again, all of her stories are incredibly sad)

My scrap was written some months ago, as a class assignment for anti-narrative, and this is my third ‘draft’ of sorts, though the only thing that’s changed is the name. Originally, I used Alice, then I went for Lilith, but now, on thinking better of it, I’m going to leave blanks where the name should be (in true anti-narrative style). Let everyone think of it what they please, it would actually be quite interesting to see how people interpret my leaving the name space blank…

A Garden for [ ]
by Kalyiel

Like death he sat there in silence, grass springing up from his palms in a mockery of genesis. That was when it occurred to him. That he could lift a garden, a whole garden up to the sky and pretend it was Eden. After all, who would be able to tell his fake from the real one? Since most of them mortals never reached heaven anyway. “One, two! One, two! and through and through” sang [ ] inside his head. His dead [ ]. He knew then he’d be lifting the garden not for himself, not for God, or the Devil, or the other people down there, crumbling chins in crumbling hands. He’d be doing it for [ ], who so loved flowers and grass and the little snails leaving slimy trails behind them for garden gnomes to follow.

So he set to work, all fairy-tales, and spinning tops, and dragon teeth sowed in the skin of his palms, the way you go about growing gardens. He felt like an urban Cadmus, giving a new sense to the dry rhetoric of old. Making it spring to life with his hands, through his hands, so that he might then lift his arms and show his life’s work to whoever, whatever might be up there. And [ ]. Especially [ ].

He lifted the garden and the sky took him by the wrists and swept him up. He thought he might look like a balloon with moss grown all over. What a sight it must be! A sky lifting a man lifting a garden. From among the clouds, he thought he could hear the click-a-clack of a typewriter. But what did it matter. He’d grown a garden and he’d be taking it to [ ].

[insert Loony Tunes ending theme here] That’s all, folks! (Yep, incredibly cheesy, I know, but I’m sick and life hates me.) Oh, and also, I now have a tumblr account too, for when I feel like spontaneously posting random images/vids (yay for microblogging): Alice (&) the Uncanny.